Hello Cutie!!! I got a marvelous package from pinkicon who allowed me to try out their lenses! When I got the package it is same as every other circle lens place! Bubble wrapped nice and snug with lots of goodies inside!


Awesome thing is that they gave pamphlets with the circle lenses you order! I thought this was neat! And give u a detailed how to booklet which is super impressive! I really like when they put detail into products or when they send them out! I usually look for that type of stuff! Its like they care and what you to have knowledge to help hehe!


I never heard of one day circle lenses... I thought this was an amazing idea! I dont condone ppl wearing them for the full year! You have to remember... How long the products been in that container, how long u wear them through out the day, debre and makeup junk that gets onto the lens, how you clean, etc. You just have to be careful with your eyes when wearing circle lenses I cannot stress that enough... Through many trial and error... I know what im talking about so head my words!



I love the fade these lenses have! It looks semi natural hehe! I usually stay within browns and grey... Suits my eyes well! I thought these are amazing! I mean its a waste to throw away these beauts, but at least my eyes will be ok haha

Hello pumpkin! It has been a long time since I had a chance to touch base with you! A lot of drama, sweat, blood, and tears these past few months and frankly... I am so glad to be out of that chaos... As many of you know... I decided to move in with a friend, to test the waters of living away from my family and cheaper rent. Everyone told me and advice me never move in with a friend unless you know they can keep up their end. BOY WHY THE FUCK DID I NOT LISTEN?! Long story short, I let a lot of bullshit slide and a total of... 6 ppl living with me with no money. 6 ppl should make rent super cheap and easy right? NOPE. Dont get me started on the landlord! So much stupid drama happened when it could of easily been fixed, but instead it was let to linger and fester and having all of us to move out. GREAT! I was at this point, stressing like never before, scrambling trying to figure out where im going to live and what not, MIND YOU during this time I got a new job and transitioning out of my old job so money was already tight as is. I finally found a place near my work and it is in this melting pot of foreigners and oh my god lol its pretty ghetto on the outside... but I got a loft and its so nice inside... My neighbors... however... I swear theres like a circus LOL so many ppl living in this one bedroom loft...

Being an adult is really hard... I have to pay this new renter fee that kicked me in the butt, non refundable.. and my roomate? Had the audacity to ask me about money? Which was fine if we were all to split it equally, but no. apparently 2 ppl couldnt pay cuz of being broke? OK? and she started giving me this sob story that just irate me when she said we have to pay bills bottom line. Well u should preach to the other two, but again she sticks up for them and I ONCE AGAIN get the short end of the stick. I paid of course just so that I have nothing to do with them again. Oh. and did I mentioned they stole my ugg boots? LOL! Good god no fucking sympathy to any of them.

I am pretty much by myself... had to get movers on my own... move things and do everything by myself... luckily my good friend Christian helped when she can, but it is the struggle and I feel so depressed all the time and hopeless... I know this hard time will pass and I will do better later on, but I srsly cant see it and handle everything... I am also homesick, but I want to prove to my family and myself I can do this... I need to go church and pray lawdddd..

My new job? Just opened so it is an amazing salon that is brand spanking new and my co-workers are so nice and sweet, but theres a language barrier... I am the only one that speaks well haha other than my boss and manager, who are siblings! Speaking of boss... We will call him Mr. B is always flirtatious with me and always wants to go eat out LOL I never... Had this type of work type relationship? He is my boss haha that forbidden love interest... Hes not married... but has 2 kids? I decided to look him up in my book of birthdays and compatibility  and guess what he is under? He is my soulmate LOOOL!!!!! Usually... When I read someones horoscope or zodiac signs to see if compatible or not.... Is on point. So with my exes or friends It is pretty spot on... So with that being said and finding him under my soulmate... I am conflicted since... It is better relationship for work vs. love interest? I am a control freak capricorn and he is as well in a way... But I am more timid and shy where as hes the opposite. I wonder if "opposites attract" applies to this.

So this is pretty much what is going on in my life right now. Escaping bullshit from ex roomates to working my butt off trying to make ends meet. I lost a lot of so called friends and pretty much by myself these days and its really hard to go through... I will try to finish moving in and make videos on the side and figure out what what I have to do to stay sane... Sorry to keep you waiting all the time! I do miss making videos and blogging! Life is just srsly so hard right now and a lot of times I just want to break down and cry, but what good would come out of that? Im trying to prove myself right now... Lets see how far I can go!

Hello Cutie!  Sorry I have been away for so long, but safe to say I am finally done moving in and everything seems perfect in a sense? I have been going through a lot of crazy emotions due to ex friends and ex lovers and I am just emotionally strained so I have been trying to keep myself busy and trying to work more... Also going back onto my extreme diet and changing myself for the better... I did it once... I can do it again! I am going to work hard here on out and of course be more active on here with you! With that being said I attended a few events that I managed to get on camera!

Index-Festival Is a pretty awesome show in Deep Ellum where live bands perform and it was a 3 day weekend event! I only went on sunday so it was just a little crowd, which is something I prefer better than the hustle and bustle of too many ppl! A lot of well dressed people attended and great music! I had fun catching up with my dear friends from Loyal KNG and got to hear some cool bands




Vynil Art Show Deep ellum always has an event going on and i feel like theres always a vinyl show with free drinks i mean hey why not? get to view/buy peoples awesome art skills and u get to enter into raffles to win kick ass prizes? not to mention u get free alcoholic beverages ( i dont drink but juice is always yummy) plus hanging out with friends is always awesome!










Lolita Birthday Meetup My friend Mar had a joint birthday with another gal and it was a tea party shindig where you had to dress up in lolita and i... never worn it nor was i all too keen about it, but I mean I wanted to experience it at least once and boy all i felt like doing was lifting up the dress LOL! my friend christian lent me her black dress and i felt like i was this innocent little school girl! I really like how puffy everything was super cute! I opp out a lot of the gear bc I am not a girly girl tbh... well dressing up wise I am far from it! My style varies honestly... I like the trends and also bohemian looks but lolita is a thing on its own... its like a super hero gear, you can be entirely someone else and feel awesome in it! I give kudos to the girls that can sport this all the time! Though I am not so sure about anime ppl dressing anime in public for like everyday shit like wtf? LOL no... All in all it was awesome experience! The tea place itself... was expensive as hell! $20 per person for a few sandwiches and cake like... WHAT? I could of made SOOO MANY FOODS for that amount of money, but again... experience... paying for the experience lol







And here is a short clip of it all! I hope you enjoy the little photos and what not! Its hard to lug around all my cameras and such...  I should just buy a little hand held one instead of my two large cameras lol! ugh my life... Anywho I hope to fill you all in soon with my life and get this on a roll! Going to be strong about my goals this time around so wish me luck!

Hello cutie! Been awhile I know! I have been in the process of moving and it has taken me way longer than expected, but I managed to finally move in and trying to get situated... which is still in the works as we speak! Also roomates are throwing a house party and I am no where near finished unpacking...  Stress levels are super high at this point and I have to pick up my dresser that is waiting for me at this awesome thrift shop! I wonder if they swap items for items... I bought a dresser off craigslist still in box brand spankin new only to mess that shit up... never have I seen such a complicated fucking dresser! drawers are all crooked and im just here like WOMP.  You can actually see it in the photo how horrid that dresser is... I even had christian help me and it still came out being a piece of shit LOL! I bought a lot of cute decor from ross like the curtains and many other things! I think I spent over $400 on decor and about $200 in house essentials so broke.... Just so much stress


On the plus side to moving to dallas area is that I have access to all these yummy food places! not to mention stores where I can coupon! No more living in the boonies! I am so excited to like be done and officially moved in! I feel like my instagram has become this foodie thing lately haha! I have a strong passion for food huehue!


So other than moving and eating out, I am working two jobs just incase something happens orz I work at a korean cafe in the morning and head straight to salon after that... talk about brutal... I am not a morning person and having to wake up 4am and work till 12pm then to another job running on 4 hrs of sleep daily... I feel like im going to pass out LOL I will prob have this sched for two months or until i find a salon that has high cliental coming in! It sucks sometimes when you in this type of industry.... Times are hard so ppl dont really pamper themselves as much as it use to be.. But once I get the hang of doing false nails and eyelash extensions I will be a jack of all trades :3!!! I just want to make a lot of money and travel... Thats a goal of mine hehe! Any who that is about it on my end! I hope you have a great weekend xoxo!

Hello cutie! I was lucky enough to get front row seats for the fashion show that was put together by a friend! I didnt realize the lolita community was so large here in texas! A couple of my friends actually do it and I think its so cute! I wouldnt know how to act dressing in lolita in this texas weather so I give kudos to these girls!


Here is a video on all the outfits from fashion show! Sorry for the angle and shakyness I had no tripod and ended up sitting on the floor due to not getting in everyones view? lol!



There were so many great looking lolitas at san japan i just wished i had four more hands or someone to help take photos haha! recording and taking photos was a complete struggle! There was also a lot of venders that sold lolita items even angelic pretty was there! and a few others! Becoming a princess is super pricey and takes up lots of room! I was thinking about doing a lolita segment on my channel and see their day and lives!! What do you guys think?


I have been watching kawaii international as well and I like how the show displays variety of ppl interested in the japanese culture! Makes me miss doing gal makeup! I have been pretty much watching this all week religiously!

Hello cutie! I have been in such a rut of a mood decided to go on a mini vacation on a whim! literally... didnt know about this till a friend told me! SO I stayed up till 5 am packing on goodness I overpacked for a good week worth of clothes and forgot my toothbrush? LOL! But I had such a great time with my darling friend and her sister! We stayed in this super crazy small hotel, but there was free wifi and muffins so I guess it was ok haha plus it was close to the tram so thats always a plus! Did lots of site seeing since I haven't been in san antonio since I was a child, so getting to see all these historical landmarks and eating like a king was srsly the best feel ever!









 Also went to san japan which is a large anime convention! Got to see a few good friends and lots of stuff to buy! But I had to buy gifts for others so I spent less on myself haha! haul will come soon! I didnt cosplay this year but there were so many good ones! My favorite would be the howl's moving castle and the hobbit like... there were so many that i really liked but failed to take many photos sobbing! Maybe next time ill do something and get into the spirit of it all hehe


Here is a short clip of my fun adventures I had in san antonio! I really want to explore more of texas and eat more yummy foods! went to austin as well and got to try this bomb.com ramen place called tatsu-ya and the line was so long but SOOOOOOO worth it! Never actually stayed in austin long enough to enjoy it but next time... hehe



anyways i hope you had a fab weekend! will start vlogging more so make sure to sub hehe xoxo

Hello there! I think I am burnt out on couponing and getting into korean makeup and just focusing on online stuff more haha! Its a good thing right? I usually have to wear a full face for work and I am loving doing this makeup combination. I have dark circles and freckles that I absolutely dread them haha but alas the power of makeup easily hides all that! I am into korean celeb type makeup but I have a round/oval shaped head so contour is a MUST. 

OHAYO! Been awhile huehue! Just wanted to let you guys know that I will be more active on my online type life? I just feel like this is my real passion in life and im slowly getting out of my depressed little bubble! I was in there for a very long time, but now that I am trying to change for the better I want to do things I was passionate about and not really give two hoots about what others say! That saying.... Love yourself before you love someone type stuff... I am trying to find myself and working so hard for it. I go through many phases and right now I am in couponing HAHA! I wish I did this sooner! Idk theres something about racing to get the top deals and collecting stuff... I am a hoarder I swear! But saving money is so great and getting the things I need for myself and family... Is the GREATEST feeling ever like... I get so excited when I get items for free hahaha! I am going to start doing weekly couponing hauls so that you guys can get the deals or Ill post it on my coupon instagram which is dfwcouponer


Here is a detailed video on how to coupon I hope you enjoy! I wish I could show you an example how to be rung out but alas, cameras are not allowed. I am sure if you watch extreme couponer online or netflix you will get the gist of it? Though I find the show to be super exaggerated since you cant double coupons lol, but it gives you an on look how to do it