Hello my lovely, how are you? I am happy to say that I will slowly get back into doing what I love best! I wish I was more persistent with blogging and doing videos, but alas ppl around me dont understand this passion and I let ppl talk me out of things, but from now on... I will do what I enjoy and try to make time for it so lets work hard for what we want to do!

My cousin went to visit her bf in Japan for a family affair and I have to say I was so jealous of her! I've always wanted to go, even live there! The culture and food... Everything it just seems like a dream to be there... I watch ppl on youtube vlog about it and I just envy. The new generation of girls that make videos are so good at it, get to travel get to do all these things I wanted to do, I honestly wish I was more persistent with the youtube stuff... I let ppl that dont understand this talk me out of it and its one of my truest regrets of all. Hopefully now, I can do what I love doing and maybe grow it bigger. I have to work on myself and work hard for something that can make me happy because what I've been doing... Is just work and I pour way too much into it and no enjoyment what so ever! I guess thats how it is when you're trying to adult haha!

Any who lets get back to the goodies! I gave my cousin a small list of things and she delivered! I want to go badly... Saving up is a pain, but I will go soon! She got me my essentials and whatever else she thought was nice so I am super happy with the small things hehe!


These things dont fit my nose that well haha, but it gets the job done! charcoal nose peels for blackhead is soso! I want to find something more effective than these, but it was fairly cheap vs. buying americanized ones .


So this girl left me one candy, but she knows I like cute packaging hahaha!


I asked her to get me a few face masks and only got me this one T_T but packaging looks really pretty and theres a lot of masks in this pack.


Ok... Gyaru days... I had a lot of these and for something to put in my bag I wanted to get this again haha I mean if you have the means of getting this cheaper why not? I really like the colors for this and the packaging is pretty as well!


This mascara is like holy grail mascara... the lil fibers that add to my non existent lashes is a godsend! It also came with a cosmetic bag that is cute too.


I love this face wash to pieces! A refill to my stash of facial cleansers


I needed a new liquid liner so she found these for me in black and brown! I am really excited to try these out!

I recently got into this egg character from sanx and she got me this little cup haha! My cousin is obsessed with cups and ofc she got me one.


And lastly a cleansing oil! I am really thankful she managed to get me all this stuff haha! I wish I could get more, but I need to go there myself and experience it all and buy all the things I want hehe! I just need friends to go with me hue... Trying to plan a vacation with friends is difficult... Its either they have kids or no funds to go... I am here just wishing to go! I am like so chicken to travel alone though T_T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe one day... Find a travel buddy heh


That is about it on my small haul from Japan! I love my cousin to bits for these goodies! I will try to post more later on! I have to set up a filming section. Since I have a lot of money saved, I've been mostly decorating my apartment where I spend most of my time from work. Just going out is a hassle for me in a new city and making friends is actually really difficult, but I want to do many things soon. I will keep you guise posted! thank you for being sweet and understanding! Have a great week!

Hello my sweet! I purchased quite a few items from the Srew Barrymore collection and I have to say I really like the stuff! It is very fancy for a drugstore product and packaging is adorable!


Here is my video on it where I swatch and show the products to you! I didnt get the whole collection because I didnt really like the swatches nor foundation choices since I have so many already I just picked things I would actually use vs. having it in my hoard of makeup collecting dust.

Here are the promises and color choices to choose from! Taken from the website so you guys may see in depth of the things I purchased! If you like to see the whole liner please visit here

Hello my baby! I know I am super late on this and I want to kick myself for not getting these items sooner! The much raved about flower line exclusive to walmart is so fancy looking! I like the packaging? Well mixed feels hahah some look weird while others look high end? For a drugstore product must say this stuff and also the display is really nice! One thing I wanted with a passion and searched about 6 walmarts for is the bb cream in shade #2.... WHY IS THAT SUCKER SO HARD TO GET?!?!?!?! Sobs...But I grabbed quite a few items to try out and hopefully I will fall in love with these! Most likely... These will probably make it into my favorites for next month huehuehue



I am on a mission to collect drugstore bb creams! I have tried the garnier one and I hated it with a passion! felt like a tinted moisturizer or americanized one? But you guise know I love over sea bb cream and have a good collection of it! If you guise want I can do a BB cream collection video? Maybe hahaha! but yes I decided to get the revlon photoready bb cream and also the maybelline one! My friends gave me good reviews on them so I purchased them! I did try the revlon bb cream and like the consistency, but I'll try the product for a week or so and do a review! I will be doing more exclusive reviews on products via blog for you guise now! going to blog correctly hahaha! notice my blog is more on personal side more than anything? SOOOO time to be a better blogger hehehe


For the FIN I bought a mac dupe lipstick and my favorite eyeliner omgadddd its super creamy and lasting powa is so da nice! retractable liner > pencil liners haha but yeah! I am on a dupe kind of obsession and trying to find cheap lippies that compare to high end idk this hunting kind of thing is fun? Like easter egg hunt or something... or golden ticket LOL

Hello lovely baby! So this month flew by so so so quickly and i am so so so ready for spring so i bought quite a few items for the month! I am so obsessing over asian products and i swear i will be about that broke lyfe 5ever! no lie!


here is a video on more in depth of what i collected over the month of march! i just love shopping why cant that be like a job? LOL


here is also a video on my favorites for the month of march! i liked quite a few asian products and go in depth with why i like them! i also found links provided in video for you all to get them!

I swear February and Wednesday is the strangest thing to spell out... I confuse myself sometimes! thank the lawd for auto spell check! Hehe so here is my monthly collective haul for you all! I did quite a lot of shopping this month simply bc... I needed things for the spring and my obsession usually kicks in during the middle of the month so yes... QUITE A FEW ITEMS! I got my hand on a few new products to try and some oldies but lovelies? The much rave about Cover girl foundation and wet n wild liner in expresso ahhh I cannot wait to try these out!!!!


Lets start off with ebay... I did a lot of shopping here... mostly for things over in asian and its always cheaper to find things on ebay haha! I decided to get the new etude house etionette line and let me tell you this shit is super kawaii des!!! only bad thing about it was the packaging.... is EXTREMELY cheap feeling like those princess toys you had when you were a kid? yeah... for the price point you would think it would be nice quality.. NOPE but its cute either way and I like the look of it on my vanity table! i grabbed the pink blusher, finishing powder and a few lipsticks! i will do a review on these soon! wish i would of read more on them before i bought so many mix reviews lul! I just fell in love with the packaging!


Next few things... I am dieting and working out so I like many others want to speed the process by using firming body products! Ive also bought like the slimming socks and what not too to help the process of getting skinny for summer! I heard of these chili and coffee slimming gels to be extremely hot and effective even burning so I am guessing use in moderation! i also got the bonpresso which my friend uses and she likes so again ill do a review for these soon!



Kawaii goodies... I have a crush on someone and decided to make him match my phone? We both have white iphone 5's and so I got us matching rilakkuma cases hehe! he is obv rilakkuma and I am korilakkuma! He is so cute... he wears the case too even if its a bear! next few things are replacements of things I have lost... GD inspired skull earrings that I adore.... lost in some tragic event... I got replacements that didnt even fit in my ear? I was so mad LOL but I cant do anything about it since I already left a review and its been awhile sigh.. ebay has its bad moments for me... I also got this cute dainty crown ring! Christian and I have a good eye for crowned things since we are like princesses hehe



Onto forever21... I have been trying to avoid the mall since I tend to buy more things... SOoooOooOo I went online shopping and bought quite a few things! I am in LOVE with the oxfords and floral high top sneakers! so spring appropriate! also got a few new jewelry pieces that I might lose soon sigh I always lose jewelry its like a curse


Also stopped by the face shop to grab some goodies since I was running low! and I was super excited to see their face mist was 15% off so I decided to get the orange and flower scented ones! I love face mist just makes my face more dewy and hydrated! also grabbed my favorite nose mask and a new white liner! and the lovely hands are of my friends christian and kristina haha! we went to brown sugar which is an adorable korean cafe with YUMMY ASS WAFFLES!!!! super sugoi if I do say so myself!



After face shop went to the Korean gift stores and grabbed quite a few notebooks and car scents! I bought one for myself and my friend so we can match! Even if its pink... he likes it still so HAHAHA any who I love notebooks and jotting things down... doesnt matter what I just love having notebooks around so I bought these cute chocolate rilakkuma notebooks



And if you guys havent seen the video here it is for the whole haul! I hope you all enjoy and have a GRRREAT weekend! muah xoxo

Hello reader! Hope you had a fantastic halloween and the month of October! Did I mention I love October to you yet? Hehe so this month was packed with many events, parties, shopping and all that good stuff! I really like house parties lately and getting to meet people on a one on one basis is pretty amazing! making new acquaintances is always fun. Im not really a drinker I guess more social than anything! idk I dont really care for the taste or the after effects of it! But none the less I had a great time with friends. Ok so it was cold as WHOA past few weekends and I wasnt about to be like some of these hussies that be wearing skimpy stuff and be cold as whoa! hahaha! I was nice and warm SO TOASTY AND WARM! 


Onto the haul! So I have been really obsessed with Skin Food and asian products since I am turning into a skin junkie! not so much makeup anymore since I have a life time supply of it! So skincare and shoes and just getting ready for the colder months I am totally ready for you! and im so getting into essiental oils and natural stuff so im super excited to see if it works and if it does I'll do a diy and show you all of course! I am also doing a video on two shoe online stores I bought quite a few boots and things so be excited for that!!!


SooOoOoOOOoOOoo If you guys didnt know I LOVE INSTAGRAM! if you are not following me by now wtf is wrong with you?! heh anyways I hit 666 followers day before halloween and I thought it would be funny to give the person a little spooky goody bag! She is so excited how adorbs! I'll do mini giveaways on my instagram and twitter randomly so look out for those!


incoming videos! I have so many diys, reviews, hauls, and fall looks just need to upload them at a good amount of timing and days! dont want to overwhelm some of yall hahahaha! The diy sunglasses one is going to be pretty funny! turning it into like infomercial? in the beginning hahaha just to spice things up!

Ok so.... I out of impulse one day.... I tend to get tattoos when I am going through shit or upset so I got this cross bracelet things Ive been wanting and went to a place that my brother got his done. His was fantastic looking so I decided to get one there by the same guy. Well shit didnt go the way I wanted.... There was miscommunication and i was charged $125 for the piece of shit you see! I was furious! I didnt get the artist i wanted because he decided to punch a whole in the wall with his tattoo hand? who does that? so i got this i guess apprentice bitch. she was literally a dumb bitch. rude, didnt know what the fuck she was doing, messed up like BAD and she gave up half way... how unprofessional is that? he ended up finishing it with his broken hand. that was the worst shit i went though ever.... so i waited with that crap on my hand and ashamed to show it to anyone! everyone would ask me wtf it is a string? or barb wire.... so i waited for months till i went back to get it done... that dumb bitch picked up the phone and i booked the appointment with the guy. what did she do? didnt write it in. you should fire her. ended up going in on halloween and waited for an hour for him to set up again. unprofessional. he knew i was coming in yet he did stuff last minute... he fixed it for free like he should and i left. im happier with the outcome now and im just over and done with the place! so friendly note! make sure you research your tattoo parlor, know what you want and have the drawing or print of it!

Its a lot of hit and misses so you know becareful hahaha I am getting a few more tattoos on wed with my cousins at a place that does hers and her tattoos look amazing! once i lose more weight i will do body tats for now arms and hands! Ive been wanting more finger tattoos i just love them!


hehe can you believe its already november?! and you know what that means?! after halloween sales! its always a great idea to buy your costume when its 50% off! better than buying it full price when it doesnt even cost that much to make! I bought a lot of decore things since i love home decore and candies!!! hit up the spirit store and target! omg target has such cute plates! you gotta do this shit early in the morning before the pro's pick shit over and you end up being a damn scavanger!!!! like me! i went to so many stores today! didnt get into work till around 4 LOLOLOL! thats pretty much it! i hope you enjoyed my rambles and what not ha!