now the new years is coming and i feel like its so cliche to say the same resolution every year, but this time im goign to stick with it since the boy i fell in love with isnt the type of person i want to spend my life with and all this financial problem in the world i decided that i need to wake up from the shock and go forward and change for the better! i started a better eating habit and working a lot more to the point where i pass out jajaja! im also getting in some gym time! i know scary... but i kinda love this being hella busy kind of person! makes the day seem a lot shorter hehe! but yeah i hope you wonderful lovlies had a good christmas and got something u wanted! i got some very cute gifts from co workers and family most gave me money which i am not complaining about!!!

hehe like the title said! i went to ross the other day with mom and lets just say we went a little crazy! i never been to ross if that doesnt sound bad idk.. i dont like going into stores that have racks that are jam packed? so i avoid it though im prob missing out on some good sales... im learning! lets just say i went crazy in the house area? there was so many cute things and if u know me by now i collect things for my future home!!! LOL i have boxes filled with bowls and trinkets i just cant wait to get my own place! though i wonder iffff i can find someone who would put up with my pink girly self... or i can just live alone for the rest of my life and have a million cats surrounded by pretty nik naks jajaja! T_T



so at ross my mom bought everyone a big ross bag! it wasl ike 7 bucks each?! hell to the yes! and i got a harajuku bag to put my laptop or anything hehe its hugeee! and they had big bottles of hand soap and omg i love apple stuff... hehe even got hello kitty undies ._. hahaha i dont think ill grow out of hello kitty! if i have a daughter ill spoil her with it! its just so so so darn cute!



but yeah im starting to cook more and i enjoy cooking and baking! did i ever tell u i love vodka sauce and pesto sauce? i made a small meal and the kids and mom didnt complain! i was like in the clouds haha! pesto is so freakn easy! almonds, spinach, cilantro, garlic, and olive oil!? tasted so yummy~ hehe im going to make cream puffs for my co-workers tomorow so they will be fresh on thursday! i am watching martha stewart all the time! she had snoop with her cooking brownies... that fool... cracked me up the whole episode! hes like your lucky i worked at mcdonalds to know how to do this! (LOL!!!) and martha was like ive always wanted to work at a place like that but i would get really bored.... really martha really?? anyways he wanted green brownies and kept telling martha they need a special ingreidient AHAHA lordy... but i have fun ideas for christmas! going to make cookie caskes for the kids!

omg... lets just say i needed that night!!! i was all smiles and giddy! i even bought an outfit just for the night and maybe wear for christmas hehe! i love quest! im like biggest fan i think? way before americas dance crew i love watching them! i sound like those crazy korean fan girls that wait outside the stars house?? AHAHAH! only with quest though hehe ryan and victor are my favorites! victor can sing and ryan can play the piano omg.... ideal guy? funny, super sweet, well dressed, artistic in some kind of way hehe im not picky! ryan though im going to marry one day he just doesnt know!!! lmao omg.


soo the day was super busy! went to mall and picked out an outfit! cuzzo also went with me to pick something out! i thought we were going to like the club or something but it was at my uncles new restaurant? called your way burger right next to his other place called mangos haha! so i was a bit glammed up! well they were fashionably late and i went with others... uncle was already getting drunk that fool... hahah but i love him! took many pictures but i hate my smileee and the dress was too big so my boobage kept coming out???! soooo u can imaging were the eyes were when im having a convo with anyone :D! i thought it was funny how many that were there barely knew them or their names yet all over them? i was like... really??? but i didnt complain i was next to ryan and all of them and i was all smiles! hok and aris such big flirts! all the other boys were dancing and sigh! i didnt want the night to end!

lolol wrote so much! sorry hehe so mac i went and got a palette for my singles that have been adding up and that beige stick thing everyone uses? i jumped on that band wagon i know i knowww! im going to deco my camera today and do a vid on it! in need of a new vid and i shall buy more glitters for holiday looks! like the new template?? i decided to do those watermark thingos since i have ppl thefting my pics... really??? u bought it??? LOLOLOL! i thought it was funny when i heard ppl taking my pics and use it as theirs.... paleaseee u wish u had my swag :D oh yeah im signin up for the mac student thingy so i can get teh discount for being a cosmo student! heck yes! though... i have to wait 8 weeks to get my id thingie... blah!

mmm i wished it snowed, i wished i didnt feel sad all the time, wished i could know why he threw it all away sigh!!! i need to hustle my ass more! my dream is to open my own store or salon in the future~ idk why everyone is making me do a job i deslike? or telling me what to do im just sick of it. im not being a brat i just dont like the paths everyone wants of me... i want to do cosmotology and when i get older i want to open something thats what ive been wanting for such a long time! i work hard i actually enjoy it? LOL the praise and what not! i wish i could have like a craft job that would be amazing! hehe


soooo today went shopping with mother and aunt and bought so much! i love how i have friends in different department stores? so they share discounts with me and my co workers! ITS GREAT! so mom got shopping happy and me?? i dont think i did much damage? i didnt make bonus sooo check was slightly on the sad side T_T woo... shopping with them wore me out... i was so flushed! when i got home i was knocked out.... lolololol my mom always tells me ppl who nap get fat and lazy... i wasnt aloud to nap throughout my life? so i got a bit of a chew out when i went downstairs x_X ahahah so when my friends tell me they nap im always like u bum! hehehe







okie so haul! mmm i finally collected the harajuku perfume! two are the originals and the rest is in winter wear hehe it was only 15 bucks! i had to complete it! my perfume collection is starting to get bigger ;D and kat von d eyeliner i have to say... its the best... i tried the drugstore and it fades hella quick so it is my fave liquid liner for now! and mufe aqua eyes! i also wanted to try the single lashes and i have to say.... its easier to put it on someone else then myself... i think im losing my touch! =0

so just a small haul nothing fancy? hehe im slowly collecting things that was on my wishlist! new layout hehe i still need to edit but html kills me... i wish i knew more instead of doing it the hard way? its getting so so so cold! i want to buy leather jacket? and layer many things together! i love winter hehe christmas is coming up and my brithday! im super excited hehehe