Hello my sweet! Its been sometime since I written on here... I always sound like a broken record, but life has me busy and my hobbies I use to enjoy is more of a luxury time that I dont have these days. Hopefully though, when everything falls into place, I may once again do things I enjoy.


I went home for Christmas to visit my family and friends and honestly... A much needed vacation. Traveling alone is something I need to get use to since... I totally missed my flight like twice LOL! I even had to fork over about $600 sigh... Lesson learned I must say! But I had fun and got to eat so many things I enjoyed while living in Texas... Its the little things you dont notice till you leave for so long and how much I miss eating out with my friends... Who are, in fact... blossoming before my eyes. Everyone has a special someone now and all lovey dovey and I honestly am so happy for my dear friends! Have you seen "Princess Jellyfish?" my artsy friends are just like them and I adore that anime so much hahaha! Our generation... the tumblr scene type ppl... On internet we are something, but irl we are just a bunch of nerds haha and I just love them so much... And getting to spend time with them is what I look forward to.


My family is really big and the kiddos ( my cousins ) are taller than me now... I feel a little sad missing them growing up, but I am getting close to the big 30 and have to focus on my life here on out. Being alone in a different state so far away is really difficult for me, but once laws change and time for more healing to be spread throughout the states... I am counting down the days where I can come back and be surrounded by real genuine people.

With all that being said, I hope you had a wonderful holiday and a Happy New Year! I want to be better, I see myself improving and learning from my mistakes.. I just hope that I will have a better year.... 2018 I welcome you with an open heart!

Hello Honey! I know it's been forever since I've posted and I know I always say I will come back at it soon, just my life is always constantly in a crazy motion and actually having sit down time is hard to come by... Is this how it is to be an adult? Sometimes I dont feel like it ha! If some of you dont know, I moved to Oregon for a job opportunity and just being able to leave Tx and start a fresh life? Boy was I totally wrong hahaha! I am homesick almost all the time and the city I moved to is actually very small and no foody/fun thing to do... I miss home terribly, but the outdoors and weather is beautiful. I have been recording bits and pieces of vlogs just need to have time to actually edit them! So lets get down to the good stuff...



My skin has actually gotten a lot dryer here for some reason? You would think with the cooler/rainy weather here it would help me, but nope nope nope I will always be dry like an over cooked toast! But yall know me... Im always searching for the best thing so here is what I am using currently..


So every morning/night I wipe my face with the carnier micellar cleansing water and I really like how this removes a lot of gunk! I tried other drugstore brands and this one is super great and affordable! Plus its super gentle around the eye area as well, no stinging.




I usually dont wash my face in the morning and just use the cleansing water instead, but at night I like to use a combination of face washes haha this one currently I like since it bubbles well and removes better than most ive tried. If I wear makeup I use a cleansing oil first to help my cleanser! Theres a lot of steps sometimes, but I like to make sure that my skin is cleaned and refresh!



As an exfoliate I really love this ole henriksen pore-balance facial sauna scrub! It goes on warm?! and then a cooling sensation haha! I like how it feels gentle and I usually do this in the shower twice a week, but the hot/cooling system it has is really nice and the beads are gentle and I dont feel like its stripping my face of too much oils and what not so its a great gentle scrub.




After I cleanse I use an oil as my base. I like using frankincense oil for its healing properties! I had a customer tell me she uses it on her dark spots and inflammations so obv I gave it a shot! Its pretty strong so I mix it with another oil to delute. My skin I notices some of my spots have reduced and redness. Boscia has always been my favorite skincare and this oil is great. not greasy at all which is a plus and its a light oil that my skin just drinks up!



I use Shiseido Power Infusing Concentrate at night. It is super hydrating and my skin feels plump in the morning which is super great! It is on the pricier side, but I am in love with this! Could be a holy grail item! It is a clear gel consistency and absorbs quickly into the skin which is nice!



In the morning I use this cosrx advance snail 96 essence. Ive always used snail essence since forever and decided to try this out. It is a little tacky, but it dries nicely which is good. Since its summer I skip my moisturizer and do this and my oil which is perfect!





So that is what I am using currently! I hope this gives you guys a little insight on my skin! I will try to post more often and hopefully do more videos soon! My haul pile is a mountain right now... hahaha! I appreciate you for staying with me for so long and being patient with me! I will see you soon xoxo

Hello my lovely, how are you? I am happy to say that I will slowly get back into doing what I love best! I wish I was more persistent with blogging and doing videos, but alas ppl around me dont understand this passion and I let ppl talk me out of things, but from now on... I will do what I enjoy and try to make time for it so lets work hard for what we want to do!

My cousin went to visit her bf in Japan for a family affair and I have to say I was so jealous of her! I've always wanted to go, even live there! The culture and food... Everything it just seems like a dream to be there... I watch ppl on youtube vlog about it and I just envy. The new generation of girls that make videos are so good at it, get to travel get to do all these things I wanted to do, I honestly wish I was more persistent with the youtube stuff... I let ppl that dont understand this talk me out of it and its one of my truest regrets of all. Hopefully now, I can do what I love doing and maybe grow it bigger. I have to work on myself and work hard for something that can make me happy because what I've been doing... Is just work and I pour way too much into it and no enjoyment what so ever! I guess thats how it is when you're trying to adult haha!

Any who lets get back to the goodies! I gave my cousin a small list of things and she delivered! I want to go badly... Saving up is a pain, but I will go soon! She got me my essentials and whatever else she thought was nice so I am super happy with the small things hehe!


These things dont fit my nose that well haha, but it gets the job done! charcoal nose peels for blackhead is soso! I want to find something more effective than these, but it was fairly cheap vs. buying americanized ones .


So this girl left me one candy, but she knows I like cute packaging hahaha!


I asked her to get me a few face masks and only got me this one T_T but packaging looks really pretty and theres a lot of masks in this pack.


Ok... Gyaru days... I had a lot of these and for something to put in my bag I wanted to get this again haha I mean if you have the means of getting this cheaper why not? I really like the colors for this and the packaging is pretty as well!


This mascara is like holy grail mascara... the lil fibers that add to my non existent lashes is a godsend! It also came with a cosmetic bag that is cute too.


I love this face wash to pieces! A refill to my stash of facial cleansers


I needed a new liquid liner so she found these for me in black and brown! I am really excited to try these out!

I recently got into this egg character from sanx and she got me this little cup haha! My cousin is obsessed with cups and ofc she got me one.


And lastly a cleansing oil! I am really thankful she managed to get me all this stuff haha! I wish I could get more, but I need to go there myself and experience it all and buy all the things I want hehe! I just need friends to go with me hue... Trying to plan a vacation with friends is difficult... Its either they have kids or no funds to go... I am here just wishing to go! I am like so chicken to travel alone though T_T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe one day... Find a travel buddy heh


That is about it on my small haul from Japan! I love my cousin to bits for these goodies! I will try to post more later on! I have to set up a filming section. Since I have a lot of money saved, I've been mostly decorating my apartment where I spend most of my time from work. Just going out is a hassle for me in a new city and making friends is actually really difficult, but I want to do many things soon. I will keep you guise posted! thank you for being sweet and understanding! Have a great week!

Hello my dear friend. It has been a very long time, but I feel like the paste has slowed down a little for me. As some of you know I have moved from my beloved Texas to Oregon. I always told myself I would leave Tx one of these days and now that I have? I feel so homesick... Texas starting to get into the foodie scene and honestly DFW area came a long way! We even started getting Daiso haha! So now I moved out of my improving state to some small town in Oregon. The weather out here is so different to the bi-polar weather in Tx and Ive never seen so many trees in my life! This place is beautiful to retire in honestly haha, but as for my love of exploring and what not I have to drive all the way to Portland. Why move out of Tx you ask? It is basically a career move for me. Something to build my future on. Ive always been very independent and work for everything that I want, so with a leap of faith I decided to just pack my bags and leave my precious hometown.


As for work, I am in the cannabis industry and safe to say... This stuff has so many health benefits for ppl who are ill and I believe in their health properties! I came in not knowing much, in a world of its own and the people here are very different... I always try to think the best in ppl, but this industry is very cut throat and I wasnt prepared for it at all. I had to take on a lot of work and it was emotionally draining me and I had many dark moments of quitting and moving back home, but I endured it and got rid of toxic ppl so now its a little better, learning things everyday, throwing my diy spirit in the mix, and saving money haha! I am really trying to find good things about moving here and trying to experience things the best I can. Theres a lot on my plate, but I want to continue to blog and do videos when I can! hopefully set up a station to do hauls and such.

I get cute comments from you guys how you miss me and want videos and those ppl... Really push me to go forward. It is kind of hard to get back into something that other girls coming in know how to edit better, younger, vibrant and doing things more than I so it was always discouraging, but I will try to do my best and hopefully be able to mustard enough courage. So till then I wish you a happy life and lets work hard for our future <3 p="">