ahh so i promised myself i would write on here everyday, but i guess ive been busy being lazy hehe. i finally made a youtube vid on makeup! score! and i recieved some sweet comments so im going to go post another one soon! maybe on seventeen mag makeup looks :]

hello dear blogger!

hellooo hello dear blogger :]
sooo i woke up around 1... put on makeup, curled my hair, took pictures on phone, and got ready for the rest of the day? hehe so i went to cousins house to chill and i went outside with my little cousin loren to play. shes so adorableeee! she took pool water in her bucket and starting watering plants? but told her it was bad water? XD
later on i played maple story and omggg i know that game is so rip off but those cuuute outifts!
cousins and brothers are so nerds... they had all these game slangs and i was like confused throughout the whole convo... but it was bonding time i guess! whole day was really nice... weather was amazing, took pictures of flowers... eeeeeee hehe :D

today...
i woke up so early for wha? thought i worked today... and i feel icky still :[
dad wanted me to pick up the bmw from my uncles dads place? and everyone was still asleep soo wasted my morning! went home and fell asleep :D
to be continued....





i forgot to write an entry yesterday ;_;
sooooo yesterday a really good friend of mine had her baby around 12! i wasnt up till... 12:40?? but i jumped out of bed and called her bf a million times to see if it was true! sooo i rushed to get ready, went to work to get my check, got into a fight with my mother hehe. idk... my mom gets mad easily and i guess i get amused easily bahaha it was over money and how im wasting my time working for her... idk mom always told me i dont know when to shut my mouth... cant help it :]
next with me before i freak out... i hate downtown so much... i get lost all the time, scary hobos everywhere... get panick attacks... its not fun! so confusing! but i managed to find it and got to see her babyyy! it was so tinyyy and she looked fine for having a c section? the room was really niceee there was a hide away bed, flat screen tv, and alot of sculptures in the hallways and the view was really nice too~
i was like the only asian in that room... and i kinda hogged the babies haha ;D
but it was nice to see her since i left dillards :]

mmm after that went to moms for pho<3
when we were all done eating i had to settle business with my father :]
so he found a cheaper way for me to go to cosmo school thats own by his friend. he told me schools doesnt matter bc i will get more training from alot of ppl, but its a viet kind of school... prob going to be super ghetto... im super excited...

simply phi.
no photoshop, no fine lighting.
someone told me i am too harsh on myself... i guess its true. i dont really know how to see myself as pretty enough? so i am obsessed with pricey cosmetics... spending hours on my image...
its hard looking at me without my mask on...
nobody notices me without it.