im like.... so in wow with all the support ladies u have no idea! im getting love from every where and it makes me so happy! im getting better and its just a mess that happend... and i guess it just broke me down? i think all this... working everyday and school i guess i cant really do it or have enough strength to haha so i guess ill ask for more off days :]

but yeah thank you girls... i miss everyone and i felt bad leaving like the way i did but ill try to do better and feel better about myself i just get really down with negative feed back? i have low self esteem like no body else ._. cant really help it im a big baby so shush... i know it dont have to tell me? im like the girl who wants to be friends with everyone and never get on anyones bad side, but i guess i cant win them all? i have my faults im not perfect...

ill post on blogger more before i start doing vids again ><;; or ill post them on myspace and on here instead of youtube? idk im just fed up with it really... so i guess ill post for the ones who want to learn what i know so far :]
so thanks for being there for me and waiting i am really thankful for the support :]

-ok update! today was shipment day sooo just cleaned and good stuff like that? i did two girls makeup today and both bought all the stuff i used on themmmm :DDDD so happy hehe got tons of compliments by managers hehe :D i did a full face consultation and smokey eeyesssss hehe
-going on a hardcore diet and joining gym tomorow hopefully they will be open when i get off work D:
-learned a couple of tricks to share with u beautiful ladies soon!

its been really stressful lately... gma went to hospital recently and just a lot of drama... work is killing me now and its starting to show on my face T_T i think ill close my youtube account soon... ill update when i can...