hehehe hello lovely reader! so i did some thinking and decided to quit my job that i loved very much! i wasnt moving anywhere with the company... i could offer them so much, but things happen for a reason right? anyways im just gloomy about having to leave all the friends i made there? not saying i wont visit or not hangout with them it wont be the same is all, but yeah working at the salon full time and going to get the damn test over with! mmm also trying to lose weight and get into a two piece for the summer! yes... i said it! hahaha! im going to the gym pretty much everyday! need to cut back on the sodas sigh... BIG weakness T_T sweet drinks why are you so evil? i feel great though! so much energy! so much that i sleep at 4 in the morning! LOL! week has been full of interesting things!

but yes! i expanded the makeup contest time since i had very few ppl enter... common ppl! its tokidoki theme the sexy ladies on there? with the bad ass tats? do somethin like the eyeliner! hahah have fun with itttt! anyways im going to throw another contest for suscribers who cant do the makeup! so its going to be either random or someone who has a good story i could laugh at! idk which to choose hmm.... but heres just a few of what will be in the makeup pouches!


ok so im a pasta cooking freakazoid! i should make a cooking channel on youtube LOL! all my mistakes and all! i think that would be neato! hehe so yeah made a creamy shrimp pasta with bacon yum!!! i love cooking pasta... somethin about the noodles and mixing it with veggies... mm but totally not on the diet plan... sigh i cant eat just meat and salads... rawr... AHAHA cheating is bad... i know...


went shopping at rue21 anddd the two sweaters ive been eyeballin a couple of weeks ago was on sale for 6 bucks i died! im growing quite fond of that place... sales happen so many times! im like lucky! LOLOLOL! there were a lot of dresses too, but i have too many in the same style so i skipped out! i got a 30% off coupon though so i cant wait to use that! and guess what? i found a hat that fits my head!!!! i have like the biggest head ever... its horrid.... you can ask my mom she reminds me all the time how much pain i cause when she brought me into the world :D

ok so... have you ladies heard of sam moon? its a great place to buy bags and jewelery! they also have furniture and luggage stores and i found these cute ice cubes in shapes of gems? how sexy is that??? goshhh i cant wait to get my own place!!! i love making appatizers and yummy foods!!!
gosh i cant wait haaahahaha

and to end the post... watched the back up plan anddd i think this movie is soooo cuuuute! is there such a guy like him left in the world? i thought i had one, but apparently not ha. sigh jlo i wish i had your legs and pretty figure! she makes all her movies so cute!!! though there is a part in the movie with birth and lets just say it made me re-think having children... just a small part LOLOLOLOL!!!

its a small and pittiful post!!! sorry i dont have a bigger haul ahahhahah i notice i collect them up and blog about it later but i want to do it weekly or trying so! anywho i hope u guys have an awesome weekend and be safe! lots of love~~~~ phi

that i have way too much stuff and yet i keep buying! i gave my little sister many things today! HAHAH shoes, makeup, clothes, nik naks sigh....... i could turn my room into a store i bet... speaking of room im almost done with it so ill try to make a room tour soon! wells! ive been super busy as you can tell or follow my twitter you'll know ahahah! so yup give you a sneak peak of a couple of vids im working on? i have like four to work with and its a slow process.. but yeah im loving the double eyeliner style? its so sexy! and i am turning my old makeup table into my craft table soooo i blinged out these cute headphones i found!!! yes... ill bling whatever i can! WHAHAHAHA!!!!! now many ppl ask me where i purchase my stuff and its from a friend of mine who sells deco stuff for cheap! and if u tell her phi sent you she adds a gift to your order! how super sweet is that? fullmoon is really good stuff for cheap haha i get all my stuff from her but yup yup sneak peak a boo!



so i cant stop shopping obviously and will be broke for my seattle trip in july... GREAT! but i promise ive been good almost... my friend took me to rue 21 and i died in there... so many cute things on sale for 5 bucks so grabbed many things! i spent 30 i believe and got two jackets, a dress, floral blouse, ummm some other things ahahah! also went to new york and company and got a couple of shirts that was 30% off! see... im doing great? with sale shopping that is haha im still learning? i just hate looking through clutter sale racks... makes me mad and i give up, but times are hard so i have to try LOL! oh my ive been obsessing with lace tights! been searching everywhere and went to nordstrom and found some! and bought a betsy johnson ring bc... i didnt own any of her jewelery and really liked to add it to my little collections bahahahha!


makeup haul? the little summer harajuku bags were on sale and i thought it would be so cute to take for seattle heheh and i had to get another sephora palette! the one i bought before i gave to my friend for her bday LOL like i need anymore eyeshadows? the pigments though... are amazing! like no joke sephora came a long way wih their palettes... i didnt use primer and the colors were very pretty! had to get me some more tokidoki too heheh i should review the eyeshadow quads... maybe next pst or vid! oh and stila... the tattoo liner? is my favorite of all time... i love it much more than the kat von d... its AMAZING!!!


heheh so yes yes i went exploring and found an antique mall near my house and so i went in and it was the most cutest store ive ever been to! i was like standing there... drooling! HAHA! its like vendors set up booths for you to buy their goodies? and make it very pretty! theres also a cute tea lunch spot there omg i want to eat there one day... but yeah i was in heaven! i bought these glass tea cups that i see in k dramas a lot? yeah im a total freak... i like to collect house things for my future place? LOL!!! found some cute napkin bow rings and the brush set.... oh goshhh so beautiful! i really like victorian country things lalallaove it!!!

teheh remember when i cracked my blackberry? well i got a new one! this one is lighter and sexy.... im in LOVE with it too bad i have to pay 90 a month... damn you smart phones.... im going to find a case for it and deco it out! still need to deco my ipod and camera... im behind i know!

HAHAHA this reminds me when my friend ask me how much money i have since i always tell him im going shopping... and im like lordy bob im broke all the time bc of my spending! i need a sugar dadd er.... did i mention ive been on the dating circuit? lets just sayyyy i kinda hate it.... hahaha i only had a few bf and they were my friends at first so dating strangers is so harddd! eating is HORRIBLE first date!!! i have like... i hate when ppl eat with their mouths open and so these men... eat like that or didnt wipe themselves till they were done so talking to them with stuff on the face and trying to keep a straight face... hardest thing in my whole life.... i kinda want to just give up on guys i know im crazy for saying it, but its too stressful for me hehe im just focusing on myself! been going to the gym almost everyday! i feel more confident in myself and a tad bit happier haha at times i think i have depression problems or something my moods are weird... mom said im going to... menopause? wtf is that? old lady disease? :p

anyways yeah new layout still need to tweek it but im hella tired and cant see... eyes are dry and my blackberry needs some loving.... HEHEHE

HAHAHA i fail when it comes to having me time... but i am off today! so im going to blog, make a few videos, clean my room, and go to the gym! all in a wonderful days work! ive been so busy with work! long crazy shifts takes its wonders out of me! by the time i get home im like k.o! and ive been trying to get this one guy to be mine? didnt work that way... he was too perfect and also very confusing... and plus he knows my uncle who is like not a saint hahhaha, but yeah life must go on... learned so much about men this week lordy! i didnt know some or like scum bags of the earth?! i knew there were jerks but the extent.... amazing...

but anyways i have a large haul that ive been lazy to take photos of and do short reviews on but here it goes! get ready for me to give you the longest most informative post you will ever see! ok no im only kidding ;p but it will be flip flop since i bought these at different time! so skin tips and hair tips will be jumbled in there... hahah





ok so as you guys know i colored my hair once again so i needed some good shampoo to do that deep cleansing! my poor shiseido shampoo had sulfate in it so i couldnt use that on my color treated hair... so i bought phyto reconstructor! i only use this couple times a week and switch it with my pureology hydrating shampoo and i also use phyto 9 ultra nurishing cream now this stuff is the shiz!!! i also got a few samples of the phyto reconstruct hair mask and slept in it? omg... i so highly reccommend phyto hair products! its love to the max. i highly suggest you ladies to use deep conditioners and hair cleansing products~

-shu uemura is like the best eyelash curlers hands down! i freakn love them! doesnt pinch and last me pretty long!
-of course i had to try josie maran... josie maran argan oil is freakn amazing! use it on anything! hair, face, feet just all around awsome product! i decided to get it in the moisturizing stick! i feel it works better than the oil! now with dry skin i do reccomend doing exfoliants twice a week or more if u like! i only use the stick for my face hehe its paraben and sulfate free so i think it can be a natural product! no synthetic dyes or smells so thats a plus! this thing is super hydrating and full of vitamin e and repairs skin cells hehe and anti-aging?? gooood stuff!
-tarina tarintino! do you know she doesnt like to be called by her last name? she has the same name as this gory movie producer guy thats famous for guts and scary hot mess... come on now... shes glitz and glam haha but yes! i bought that beautiful red orange lipstick! im starting to obsess over lipsticks now... harhar! but its very moisturizing! like it lots hehe and i swatched her amazing liners? can i get a hell yeah? i really like the white one... well three of them i like... so tempted T_T




ok so i walmart haul! crazyness?! i know... hahah but yeah i didnt like a couple of the products shown... i wanted to kick my butt for buying! mascara i see so many ppl use i deslike very much... it like clumped up on me, the face wash i like the little pad buff thingo, but the cleanser was making me breakout badly and irritaited my skin? the biore is ok but hurts like a crazy mofo! ugh i tear'd a bit hahah! but i saw the little white heads come out so yesh!!! biosilk is heavenly when applied hehe and the eyeliner by l'oreal i like much better than sephora liquid liner. all in all ill keep experimenting on it!

ok like a dummy i took pics individually so that i can review them but i should of group them and give mini discription! oh well hahaha!!!



-so first thing first laura mercier green pressed powder! its a mattifying powder and also helps with redness in the skin which is what i have... blotchy red desert like skin! though when i use tinted moisturizer i look oily as whoa so this calms it a bit! i prefer this powder over the tarina tarintino green pressed powder! that one kinda streaked and left me looking patchy and washed out. so i would reccomend this to someone with uneven skin tone and oily skin. this also minimizes the appearance of pores WOOT!



tarte tarte tarte? heheh so ive been wanting to try the primer and i have to say it is similar to the smashbox primer! its thick and balls up sometimes? this is an ok primer hehe and for the multieye im still trying it out! i think my lashes has grown a bit hehe!!!



-bare minerals mineral veil and handi buki? i think lol too lazy to look but i freakn love that brush! its stiff and doesnt waste product so i def reccommend using that brush for finishing powders or any kind of loose! and rare mineral eye cream i have to say feels nice when applied and my makeup goes on really well! it says it smoothes fine lines and wrinkles, boost firmness, and brightens skin around the eyes. i see my dark circles are reduced a bit, still see some wrinkles under my eye, but i like the product it is very light weight hehe and its free of the nasty bad stuff!?

(forgot pic sorry! too lazy to get it LOLOLOL)

-dr. brant collagen booster serum is light and feels nice on my skin! im out of my dior serum so i wanted to try this out! it has amino acid that helps bring a youthful skin back and reduces wrinkles? it also retains a bit of moisture? i have to try it some more hehe but my skin feels nice with it we shall see if it works! and its not too late to be using anti-aging products hehe im just paranoid i guess... wahahah



-benefit i think is one of my favorite brands! (dior, laura mercier, benefit, urban decay, mufe) HAHA im like mega makeup junkie.... but yes! benefit and their packaging who can freakn resist?! anywho since ive been wearing lipsticks lately it seems to melt off my lips a bit and somehow finds its way to my chin... so with the lip plump it gives this nude look? and helps it stay on! WOOT! and the eyeliner... is soooo creamy and i love how it has a smudger at the end...



mk so diors new mascara with the ball type brush? i like using this on my bottom lashes? for some reason it doesnt do well on my top? and the clinique primer is ok... im not really a fan of lash primers so ill keep playing with it hehe and omg philosphy lipglosses is the shiz... i love flirty girl!!!! smells like jolly ranchers and paired with my dior lipstick... sooo juicy yum! hehe bubblegum though is too sweet... i will be offering that into the contest wahah! dont worry i didnt open it! tried it in store waha~



-revlon photo ready foundation everyones been raving about? i have to say its okie hehe i like how theres shimmer in the foundation so it gives a pretty glow!
-sephora came out with a new limited edition pallette and its made with the new formulated eyeshadows so the pigments are awsome!!! and they pop out so if you need something quick and put into your purse then this is great! also has lip colors and blushes.
-urban decay recent eye primer i have to say i like. it gives a tint so it covers well and matt their new finishing powder i do like! feels nice on and i like the sponge application? its washable tehe! -nars has the orgasm in cream form?!?? its more of an illuminater? a pick me up type glow oh gosh i love it very much! and their duo eyeshadow i got them in the beige matt color hehe to me nars is like big girls makeup? sexy and sophisticated!
-korres antiaging primer texture is nice been wanting to try korres for awhile! they have this new querciten and oak? idk how to spell it but i heard its good stuff! its creamy and doesnt feel heavy at all!
-clinique eye roller! i like this it helps depuff the eyes and has a cooling sensation! so those late nights that i have.... hahah lets just say i look a hot mess the next day! kinda same as the green one from the drugstore?



lol ive been feeling sad lots bc of this one fellow who kept confusing me... older men i thought would be better than guys near my age or younger boy was i wrong... they are like foxes!!! evil... pure evil LOL! well not all... hehe so when im blue i go shopping and im guessing thats why i bought so much this month... haha and my poor cousin saw that and took me to dallas to shop and eat! went to hmart and bought my fave lashes! i love the korean brand darkness lash... its stiff and last longer than my other lashes ive bought and i bought a few face mask that was on sale for a dollar... couldnt resist that!!! hehe i love hmart... the food and cute things... reminds me of my cyndi!! ahah also bought paper stars... the fatty big ones hehe




so tokidoki is at sephora and i freakn love tokidoki! sandy and ciaociao is my fave! i was thrilled when i saw it online and had to get me some! i bought a lot more but thats for the contest and ill make a vid on it tomorow im so excited to have this contest!!! but yeah the eyeshadow quads come with a cute charm and cute packaging! the pigments are wonderful! ugh i want to collect them all! mmm also bought the apple pomegranent scrub that was on sale? and the oil but idk where that one is hahah i just love the scent of apples and ok... kat von d mascara... im in love with it! the brush is small so i can get all up in my lashes and the formula is amazing! i can actually see my stubby lashes!!! only thing though i had how it blobs up on the brush... maybe i need to tap it haha~






other haul~ i love ross and how i can find harajuku bags! this one is my favorite! super hero! oh did u guys see the new packaging on the summer fragrances? so freakn cute!! its spring so florals and nudes! im so so so excited! i think i like spring! its nice breezy weather and beautiful flowers! but i have bad allergies sigh.... and i suckerd down and bought coach card holder... my cousins have them and i wanted one badly! and it goes with my makeup bag SHAAA~ hehe



ugh... i cracked my bb screen... while trying on bras.... hahah and so its super ghetto looking and so i have to wait for insurance to be put back on my plan ( i took it off since... i never had problems...) ahahha so yesh waiting for that! and ill show u sneak peak of my fab makeup table! not quite finished with my room! but once its done ill be one happy camper! i wish blogging and makeing youtube videos would be my job? that would be amazing hahah im so broke now! car payments finally came in and its on the 12th of every month how inconvenient is that? 450 plus my phon bill thats 80 T_T gas 40 hm... i should watch myself or ill have no money for seattle LMAO!!!

hello my beautiful readers! hows life treating you? i currently burned three of my fingers while trying to cook fruit tarts today and burned the pie crusts a bit, but that gives it extra flavor. hehe made pasta with le madeline's tomato soup? mind as well be a sauce! sucker is thick as whoa! but it was pretty tastey meal hehe been dipping my hand in ice water all this time so im good for blogging!


so sunday i had to wakeup around 5 or so to go on a family road trip to houston? i didnt know what for at that time... but i had an old friend who lived there so i wanted to see her so badly, but sigh... she couldnt come see me... she was my very first friend when i moved to new high school? around those old days haha~ but yeah it was an ok trip? i didnt feel car sick! thats a first! im usually very ill when i drive for long periods of time.. even did my makeup in the car now that... took hella skill! when we went to get gas or at red lights i did my eyeliner or mascara bahahah!

ok ok so where did we go? to a temple?? im like... wha we are catholic why are we here??? i was so confused, but my dad im not surprised... he likes all the wierd asian stuff like my grandmothers... maybe ill understand when im older. the smell of insence were amazingly strong and burned my eyes, tons of grannies everywhere, children playing outside... it was like another world to me it was all so very beautiful too~ my dads side of the family were there also praying for new year and wishes? theres this jar with sticks with numbers on it? you chant what you want and shake the bottle till a stick falls out and you get a yellow paper with your number on it and it will tell you whats in store for you! now... me... i had three bad ones... HAHAHA and if they are bad your suppose to burn it... i was like... why... it kinda scared me... it said i will get into trouble, be ill, fight with friends, blahhhhh!!! my grandma said it was because i wasnt truely trying.. so i went again i pleaded... that my resolution for this year to come true~

but the dang thing is in viet? so i couldnt read it... my aunt said it was good though and so im ok! she also said im getting married this year.. i dont know about that.. hahahha!!! but im excited... im going to try harder now! after all the praying and smelling all smokey we went to eat at a place called tan tan it was ok~ i barely see my dads side of the fam only on holidays so it was nice to see my cousins hehe went to some huge asian market? and you guys know mee i love exploring haha! though i have to say houston is ok, but i love dallas more! and for the temple stuff my dad said to me that i thought was pretty neat... that every religion has a god in some way or form so... i let my whole heart open up when i prayed... he said all god wants is for you to be happy right?

ok so... have you ladies seen the vid about wigs and what not sky rocket in 09? LOL the vanity... its just so beautiful to have long thick hair! well to me... ive been wearing extentions since high school? my hair is long but not thick... super thin to be exact! so i like the thickness and all that good stuff! i saw judy yt guru do review on jessica simpson bangs and i was like thats pretty neat! sometimes my bangs does this funky stuff and never really does what i want so i wanted to give it a try! i bought the chestnut piece and it matches my other extentions, but i have horrible black roots showing so i am in need of coloring! ohh and for the dior lipstick! its dior addict in 763 hehe


did some deco! not going to buy that deco clear case glue crap... ITS CRAP or the one i got... lolol i didnt need it... but i decode my light up mirror with hello kitty theme! isnt it so so so cute?! haha i still need to do my ipod case and camera... so behiind i know~


so the popular makeup... pastel colors! the new red? orange//red type lipsticks ooo the tarina tarantino has one that im itchy to buy... Paramour is the name... and who can resist the pretty packaging and lip conditioning agents in it... LOL!!!and nail polishes in taupe colors is in... making a shopping list LOL!!!! im so bad i know.. T_T

with that said... i hope who ever you may be... to be happy and things do get better in time hehe have a good week and be safe~