hahaha so like... dsw is a banging place?! sells tokidoki?! but yeah 60% off for gucci today i was like having orgasmic mind blowing lala land face going on u had no idea... crazy ppl put all the gucci in the front... thats like... so evil in a way HAHAHA! but yeah i spent 500 today on me... parents were like are u on crack!? uhhh if crack is shopping addiction then i guess yes... shiiett... i so didnt mean to LMAO but i couldnt help it... had to match ya knowww?! they had a larger darker bag but no wallets to match hahaha its so cute i couldnt resist sales on big names ya diig? haha kidding!

but yeah... morning was amazing, but later on the day bunch of drama? i was cursed out, threaten, and almost got dumped? (sounds horrible) but yeah... soo apparently other receptionist is bi polar? and rude as hell... she accused me of over charging her mom who, in fact, i dont know who the hell she was? there was a lot of... mothers... i dont really want to get into cuz im not a gossip type... i just hate people who accuse me of things and are rude. first off... you are an adult? act like one. second off dont point fingers and fuckin like.. mind ur own damn business? dont start crap if u dont know its simple? im not a mean person... just dont treat me like that? anyways i didnt deserve it... i was already upset with another... but in the end it all worked out? the receptionist called and apologize after i told her off for the wrongs that she did without raising my voice...

idk... relationships... trying to understand ppl... this is so difficult... status of families wth is all this? money i swear corrupts ppls minds... why cant we be happy in love with someone just bc? why does family have to butt in and say shit... idk i ignore my family, but its getting bf stressed out... and trying to talk to ppl who acuse u of wrong is just as hard... u have to hear a lot of shit and then explain yourself... its like damn... family work moneyyyy why cant it just be easy??? i wish like i can balance it all without having probs but yaaaaa nothing is easy right? always have to work hard for what u want and for others.

mmm... sorry for such a bad post im just really sad right now... ppl can just say the most awful things... and my vids.. mmm... if u dont like it please just turn it off watch somethin else? not trying to waste ur time jsut sayinnn? lool mmm writing makes me feel so much better... i should buy a notebook and write when im stressed crying out angry tears make me look a hot mess the next day which is... bad... hehe im going to sleep wooo~ maybe tomorrow will be better.

just a small haul? i bought a lot of sephora stuff to try out and it was sooooOOoo cheap hehe eyeliners, mascaras, lipgloss and omgee... ladies the new eyeshadows that are coming out? IS EFFING AMAZING!!!! the colors are wonderful and the pigment is wonderful! i played with some and colors were so true even without primer lalalal love it! i think sephora brand is stepping up the game hehe their new double ended brushes? im so itching to buy... but gah i have a so many brushes T_T i wanted to buy macs anual sale kits that they have every year? this year they have plenty... last year was hot mess hahaha! but i didnt see much love for this year stuff. ohhh i also got benefits new perfume? the packaging and bottle is super cute!

went to a gift shop too and bought some cute stuff! i know... im like too old for this stuff... i cant help itttt its so adorable... i want a pink house with hello kitty everywhere! well its a dream ;D hehee but yeaahh we went to ktown to do some kareoke and like... we went there really early well like at 8 and my voice i found out i sound like a cat crying... and that i can do some rappn yuh... hardcore singing at family kareoke spot! place hahaha but omg we went exploring at korean mart, shops and just a lot of fun stuff! went to hmart to take pictures, couple of malls, ate out a lot! not all in one day just for like week and a half haha! its nice hanging out with me hehe if u live in dallas or dfw yeahhhh! i like hanging out! gimme your digits ;D

umm haul of course there is one... i bought several stuff but dont really remember what so for sure i know i bough liquid liner which im getting better at, too faced mess in a dress eyeshadow which is a bad ass pink!!! and a green primer to cancel my redness in my cheeks :D, philosophy face wash, more sun oil... ohhh... and hair stuff! since i colored my hair which i dont really like doing since i feel like my hair will fall out whenever i color, im trying the ojon hydrating/thickening shamp and cond. plus fekkai's summer detox shampoo. so far i really enjoy this product! and i combo it with its a ten hair mask and leave in spray and my hair is amazingly healthy and soft! i reccomend it.

mmm sooo i figured out that tinted moisturizers is the only thing that looks good on me... my foundations are so dry looking when i apply it and i get in a bad mood the whole day cuz of it... so laura mercier is ok im thinking its too much red on me so i tried the dior and i think i like it better... plus you can use my dior serum as a primer so yeah... didnt know that!