Hello my lovely reader! As you guys know I love valentines with the hearts and the pink and the yummy candies and sweet nothings, but this month has been such a roller coaster of feels... I actually dreaded valentines for some reason... I tend to over think things and making wrong choices and sometimes it can be taken the wrong way sighhhh all in all I regret many things ive done this month sobbing! But life moves on and so do I! Luckily I had someone very special to my heart to spend valentines dinner with and she made me the sweetest card! We went to plano to eat at this japanese restaurant and it was bomb.com!!! I ordered the sushi burrito (after seeing so many pics of it on tumblr)
and that thing was massive! I couldn't finish it sobbing... So mind you I eat out a lot I mean... This is normal thing to do with the crew HAHAHA!


Spending time with friends is what I look forward to after a long week of working so weekends are usually filled with events and what not! and since my mind is not on anyone I go out feeling happy? Like... my priorities tend to be fixated on that person instead of myself like... I put others before myself, but lesson learned... Only do you bc in the end... You are all you have left and nobody will be beside you forever. Sometimes I can give out the best advice to ppl, but when it comes to me I dont really fall through with what I say... SOoOooOOoo with that being said... I am going out more like I use to and just having fun hehe spending time with many ppl to me is an escape! and I am thankful for the people in my life, friendships that were hard to fix... mending really well... I cannot complain life right now is good.





So Lent season is upon us catholic so every friday Ill go out and eat crawfish bc we are not allowed to eat meat? Why is it when we are not allowed something... We want it more than ever? I sure as hell was craving steak or pho bo vien! No lie.... Its torture not having what you want LOL so we found a cure by eating crawfish! LOL! not a bad way to go eh? There is this place my friend owns and they were doing an all you can eat crawfish for $15 um... heck yes?!?!?! Boiling crab is also super nice but expensive.. the choices! so many good foods nomnom! Not to mention other tasty things... Ive been eating very well this month! And Ive been cooking lots lately too... Going to start up a cooking channel on youtube hehe! dont worry you guys... This month was a month to cheat because I am starting this very strict cleanse and it will last for about 2 months of low calorie, very healthy diet and I will do a blog, video on it very soon so you guys can see my transformation!




This month I have learned many things and it opened my eyes to be better to myself and make better choices... I am stronger than I look and I will work on my goals and complete them! I am so pumped for this year you guys! And I will take you on this journey with me! I did two posts in one day... I am quite proud of myself haha! Hope you all have a WONDERFUL WEEKEND! xoxo

I swear February and Wednesday is the strangest thing to spell out... I confuse myself sometimes! thank the lawd for auto spell check! Hehe so here is my monthly collective haul for you all! I did quite a lot of shopping this month simply bc... I needed things for the spring and my obsession usually kicks in during the middle of the month so yes... QUITE A FEW ITEMS! I got my hand on a few new products to try and some oldies but lovelies? The much rave about Cover girl foundation and wet n wild liner in expresso ahhh I cannot wait to try these out!!!!


Lets start off with ebay... I did a lot of shopping here... mostly for things over in asian and its always cheaper to find things on ebay haha! I decided to get the new etude house etionette line and let me tell you this shit is super kawaii des!!! only bad thing about it was the packaging.... is EXTREMELY cheap feeling like those princess toys you had when you were a kid? yeah... for the price point you would think it would be nice quality.. NOPE but its cute either way and I like the look of it on my vanity table! i grabbed the pink blusher, finishing powder and a few lipsticks! i will do a review on these soon! wish i would of read more on them before i bought so many mix reviews lul! I just fell in love with the packaging!


Next few things... I am dieting and working out so I like many others want to speed the process by using firming body products! Ive also bought like the slimming socks and what not too to help the process of getting skinny for summer! I heard of these chili and coffee slimming gels to be extremely hot and effective even burning so I am guessing use in moderation! i also got the bonpresso which my friend uses and she likes so again ill do a review for these soon!



Kawaii goodies... I have a crush on someone and decided to make him match my phone? We both have white iphone 5's and so I got us matching rilakkuma cases hehe! he is obv rilakkuma and I am korilakkuma! He is so cute... he wears the case too even if its a bear! next few things are replacements of things I have lost... GD inspired skull earrings that I adore.... lost in some tragic event... I got replacements that didnt even fit in my ear? I was so mad LOL but I cant do anything about it since I already left a review and its been awhile sigh.. ebay has its bad moments for me... I also got this cute dainty crown ring! Christian and I have a good eye for crowned things since we are like princesses hehe



Onto forever21... I have been trying to avoid the mall since I tend to buy more things... SOoooOooOo I went online shopping and bought quite a few things! I am in LOVE with the oxfords and floral high top sneakers! so spring appropriate! also got a few new jewelry pieces that I might lose soon sigh I always lose jewelry its like a curse


Also stopped by the face shop to grab some goodies since I was running low! and I was super excited to see their face mist was 15% off so I decided to get the orange and flower scented ones! I love face mist just makes my face more dewy and hydrated! also grabbed my favorite nose mask and a new white liner! and the lovely hands are of my friends christian and kristina haha! we went to brown sugar which is an adorable korean cafe with YUMMY ASS WAFFLES!!!! super sugoi if I do say so myself!



After face shop went to the Korean gift stores and grabbed quite a few notebooks and car scents! I bought one for myself and my friend so we can match! Even if its pink... he likes it still so HAHAHA any who I love notebooks and jotting things down... doesnt matter what I just love having notebooks around so I bought these cute chocolate rilakkuma notebooks



And if you guys havent seen the video here it is for the whole haul! I hope you all enjoy and have a GRRREAT weekend! muah xoxo

I love free the ppl blog and i thought it was a great idea to try this brush cleaner for myself and i have to say.... I LOVEEEEEE IT! it totally beats me buying brush cleaner since i use a lot of brushes and i feel like its a waste haha so its super effective in the cleaning area! i actually love it i tweaked it a bit with the products that i already had on hand so yeah def try this out! you prob have most of them anyways laying around your house!


im like obsessed with diys lately so you guys are going to see plenty of those in the future! ive been slacking so im getting back into my youtube grind and life! like my dream job would just be to make youtube videos like its the most amazing job ever haha! any who i hope you guys give this a try! its always good to clean your makeup brushes as much as possible! you dont want to ever put anything dirty to your face! so take care!

Hiiii everyone! if you celebrate lunar new years... hope you had a good one! there was lots and lots of events for the lunar new years and ofc food! i love the little cakes and snacks nomnom! glad the year is over! swear 2012 was bittersweet and hopefully this year, year of the snake, is a good year for me! if your chinese zodiac animal falls under the same year example snake then its suppose to be a bad luck year? if you are into superstition and what not which i am HAHAHA my dad is a snake so his moody bi polar ass will not be fun this year for me sobbing!!!! 





but any whooo the weekend of the new years usually consist of spending time with friends and family which is what i did! very close friends of mine decided to set up shop at thie hong kong market and sell his clothing brand which is loyal kng and there was also a dance battle thing going on so there was food, new year entertainment, bboy sessions, and lots of things to buy haha best of both worlds? does that apply to this? idk but it was a good day! got to see many familiar faces hehehe and we always always eat together in large groups haha so its so fun hanging out and meeting new ppl